August 06 2017
posted by: viridianhouse /
via: balljointedheart-deactivated201
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i hate that my first reaction to stress is always Time To Die™ like ok calm down edgelord
I wish I was um .. enchanting ? Idk if that’s the word but I wish I held people’s attention both with my thoughts and words and appearance but I have an ugly world view and am alienating and very forgettable so. That’s me
what i say: im sensitive
what i mean: my mental illness throws everything out of proportion and my emotions are extremely unpredictable and even the slightest thing going wrong literally makes me want to die